it's august and i'm freezing. my eye is watering and i do not know why. reynolds birthday is tomorrow and i am broke. flat broke. i can't do anything for him except for take him out to dinner. even if i do that, i do not have gas for my car until friday. i miss melinda like crazy but i'm used to that relationship. i'm not sure what i am doing today. i feel all out of it. like i'm walking in and out of sleep. i slept for 3 hours last night which is the least amount of sleep i've gotten in a while. it was funny though, reynodls woke up, rolled over, kissed me and fell back asleep. it was cute.

my mom pulled together the guest list for my family and it turned out to be 84 people on the "light" list. 84 poeple?!!?! we wanted a 100 person wedding. that makes reynolds family invite like no-one because i haven't even included the wedding party in that count!!

so needless to say i(we) need to do some cut backs or up the size of our wedding to like 130 people or so. bah. i just would like to see how many people are in reynodsl list. i can really afford a 200 person wedding. sigh.

my first day back to work after 3 days an everythign went okay. it's funny though, i guess that is how you can tell if you do a good job. things will operate okay without you because everything is done correctly.

okay-- now i'm just rambling.

birthday in one week. send cards! and polaroids!