Fare thee well white walls...

SCORE!!! guess who can say they had a sweet day??!?! i can! i can! first off i got to spend a whole night with the coolest person i n the whole wide world. got up and spent the first part of the morning creating Hampton Bologna with joel. we went to check out my new hizouse. its one rad little home. then i took him home, went to work for 5 hours, and realized something about someone that i guess never quite hit me before. but it did and i don't know if i'm wondefully happy or a bit afraid.

either way... came home. went online, got the good news that in seths bedroom there were multiple girls in their underwhere and and he got laied 3 times. talked to kaite again. she is feeling MUCH better. i love you gurl. gurly days are ok. chatting with joel and justin symultaniously (big word - 3 points) hear word of an infamous dennys run thru justin. feeling the love. hear word of an angry canadian thru joel. lost the love. so since i was stressed i did the one thing that has been making me smile ear to ear, go pick him up. doug, joel, and i went to dennys and joined in on a 7 person debate on the events of 9.11.01. thru the course of the evening naif brings up patriotism and tattoos. im not so sure about matching tattoos. hrm....

joel get slick and moves booths. thinking i wouldn't notice that his beautiful eyes weren't by my anymore, =oP so i relocate and get to see my smile dammit. hehe. discussed with the crew a bit more. spit wad fight. nailed naif once to his every 13 hits on me. parted ways. drove joel home. (always hate that part) keep realizing more every second that he is an amazing person and i and loving the fact he is smiling so much lately. say goodnights, go home. chat with mike. god i'll miss that. read the paper for a minute and then slept.

woke up feeling refreshed. saw the pictures next to my bed and smiled... thats what they are there for. showered. and now i am off to work. but since most of my journal is sad and right now i am growing happier every day, this needed to be posted.

i just want to state that i am SOOO fortunate to have the friends and i do. my friends look out for me like family. thicker than blood. i love you guys.