"Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon"
talk about stress. i really am. this sucks something fierce. have you ever just wanted to hop a plane and go away. no destination. just away.
i have no right to be stressed or bummed or have any emotion-- so he says. he's right. and always seems to be. who knows. maybe i am that wrong. i do have no reason to be upset. he's not a part of my or anything. i don't die a little each time he walks away.
he says and does things to hurt me and it does hurt. so bad. salt in my open wounds. and what does it matter about my particular feelings on certain people... don't you have the same for her?
why am i crying?????? i hate this. i don't want to cry anymore. this is fucking ridickerlous. fucking stupid. i'm stupid.





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