Doug is finsihed packing, mike is gone, and i haven't spoken to aaron in a while. me? well i have 3 or 4 boxes packed and more to go. i don't think i have enough boxes. the only things i will have left to back are my bed and this fine piece of machinery that i'd like to call a piece o sheeat cpu. this apartment holds so many memories. making it hard to stay and harder to leave.
i think its just my insecurities showing thru. i'm not to big on a lot of change all at once. i start to feel like i am losing my footing and i am going to fall. i guess i'm really insure of things changing for the worst. its happened so many times before. its why it been so hard to stay happy, that need for re-assurance that things are ok. thankfully i have my friends and most of all i have joel, who makes me smile just thinking about him.
i guess leaving isn't so bad when you know there are great memories to come. and there's always holidays.
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