"Have you ever wished that things would go back to the way that the used to be??
I have... and I do...
I remember going out with close friends every weekend, singing obnoxious songs loud and putting my feet outside the window while driving down the thruway. I remember having friends that I thought really cared about me... having someone to talk to when I was sad, and just being able to take off whenever I needed to just get away. Whatever happened to those days?? Where did they go?? I was still there... but you all left... found better people... or something... and some how I just seemed to disappear. Over and Over again that seems to happen....
hmmm... too bad I'm still here... I never really did disappear."
Chrissy - i love you - and always have - i owe you so much - and i know how much of a shitty friend i was with all the things i did to you - aaron was not the person to ditch you for - i am sorry i did - you had an eventful summer - i missed it - i didn't have an eventful summer - just cried a lot - not sure how happy i ever really was - better than when you were there for me - i hope i am never that bad again - thought of you lots -
and colby
and doug(s)
and mica
and parties
and beads
and the "tent"
and ryan
and ted
and old hot topic days
and aaron as a lush
and your yearbook
and sam
and cooking
and french braided pigtails
and glitter
and glow in the dark bracelets
and sacounys
and nert
and matt
and orianna (my car not the baby)
and fraggle rock
and atray-u and odi chats
and the goonies
and brownies with spoons
and the ghetto blaster
and the bench (high school)
and air heads
and...
and... i know you didn't disappear. i didn't either. i'm here. as much as you don't believe it, and for what its worth... i always will be.
You'll always be the love of my life, you'll always be the one that i want, driving me crazy!
how true that is huh?
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