Spookdafied

Day Three:

Joel ended up staying last night. talked to him about things that he should know. i upest him to the point of a pretty bad tummy ache. however i calmed him down and i got to fall alseep listening to him breathe. [aww] woke up early to take him home.

Realized as he slept that i don't like me. wish i wasn't me. suprized he loves me. he loves me A LOT. i have flaws. everyone has flaws. i wish i could disappear sometimes. wish i could be better for him. wish life were simple.

Took Anita out to clay for shannons birthday party. ugh. like a hugemongusly gigundous drive. by by gas in my tank. shannon let me borrow the dark crytal because i can't find my copy.

I sold 3 fizones today. my first 3. however i got no commissions because i didn't have an agent ID till about an hour later. i get my own kiosk tuesday. [yay]

After work i stopped by the mall to take joels break with him. he bought me powerpuff girls cups and a table cloth!! i have THE coolest boyfriend ever. [eat your heart out]

I got today off. YES! s'possed to spend some time with my melbie... however it seems everytime i get my hopes up they are viciously smashed into oblivian. so i am excited yet a bit caucious.

Joel is going to stay tomorrow night [happy sigh] because he has monday off and so do i! wonderful.

Tonight we [the group and others] went in a 6 car convoy to somewhere-nowhere-ville out by skaneateles to go on tims spook walk. it was cool. i enjoyed myself. still some commments would have been better left unsaid and it would have been better if we would have shown up on time.

Waiting at dennys for the "emo kids" and our fearless leader. i sat in devi to keep anita company and to stay warm. i found myself getting lost in watching joel. all he was doing is chilling on a curb listening to ICP and i couldn't have smiled more.

in direction to marcellus; "like the back of my hand, Naif, the back of my hand..."

On the way back we were about to get on gorge rd. when i saw a kid on a bike. slammed on the brakes and had a convo of 6 cars pull over. opened the car door and ran up the road screaming "DOUG!!!!!" reynolds hopped out and ran screaming with me, that was a sight. for you slow people: we saw doug last night.

All in all a good night.
Now off to bed sleepy head.

...*my head is filled with wonderful thoughts of you*...