"Just hear me out - I'm not over you yet"

This was the song I was looking for back in October. It is less vague than most others and while my candor may not be what it was; this morning was not the morning for me hear this song come across the ipod.

I am undeserving.

I am so strange. What I wouldn't give to just be normal. Maybe I really do need to work on my self-esteem.

I need to concentrate on what I have. I know what I have is so much more than what I lack. I need a hug. A cry. A drink. A vacation. A lobotomy. A breath of fresh air. A kiss. A kiss from my son. A story. A happy ending.

Fuck, I could really use a type-a accountant too.