so day one with out aaron, and day one without mike. im such a sap. "cheer up emo kid"
it is really awful that mike and i are on weird terms and he is moving so soon. i remember when he first came to live with us. aaron asked me if i knew him and i said, "longer than you have" with a smile. aaron had explained that mike didn't have anywhere to go and could he stay with us for a little while. i said no problem. a little while soon turned into "dre can he stay with us indefinatly?" i thought about it and was unsure at how it would work out. it turned out to be one of the greatest things that would ever happen to our "family". not only did mike turn out to be an awesome roomie but he also was/is one of the truest friends anyone could even obtain. to me he was like a brother. someone to just chill with. he made me laugh and was right next to me when i cried. he helped me get thru so much and was ALWAYS there to lend and ear, a hand, his heart. then i fucked up our friendship. i did something he asled me not to time and time again. i apologized but i don't think i have sincerely sat down with him and apologized. even if i did i am not sure if he would accept it.
- mikey mosh - if you are reading this... i am really sorry for everything i have done and i just want to thank you for everything you have done for me. you not only introduced me into a world of amazing people but you allowed me to be your friend and to get to know you. you are one of the best people i know and i know you will be successful in all you do. i am SO proud of you and the house on the hill will ALWAYS be home. i love you kiddo. thank you. good luck. and i am sorry. love, me
sorry, its something that needed to be said. i just wish you were around for me to say it to.
when i woke up this morning all of my boys were gone. 2 permently. i was a lot to swallow. thanks jackie silverjew for being my lesbian love and making me laugh. you're such a snot.
this house is too quiet now.
cant see... my vision is blurry
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