Sad Sleepy Head

aaron is going, gone in a day and a day.

mike is going. left today. coming back just to leave again.

on bad tearms with aaron just not talking. missing mike already. we had an awesome friendship before i fucked it up.


missing seth cause i need a hug. exausted from last night. on my way to hell-- i mean work. getting a second job to make ends meet. scared i am going to scare someone very special off with my flirtatious antics. missing katies late night talks. missing justin on the floor. missing aj drunking swimming. missing leaning on the grand am rocking out to liveonrelease with reynolds. scared i won't be around for when they all come home.

hating these walls more than ever.

i think i'll paint them blue.