heres a non-lovey dovey entry justin.
Yeah so 1am rolls around and at 1am this morning i was at dennys rockin out with my friends. i find out this morning that also at 1am a good friend of my family had a servere stroke an is curently completly paralized completely on her right side. she is not speaking andwe aren't sure if she is reconizing the voices around her.
two days ago i got an e-mail from my bestfriend's fionce waring me not to contact her. saying how i should move on with my life. go on without her. fuck you chris! i was there before you exsisted to her. through the shit you have put us thru, i am still here now. and there is not a damn thing you're going to do about it. she will always be my friend. no mater what state she is in. 3000 miles between us and i'm stll here.
- melinda - i hope you are ok. i will always be here for you. always.
now that we are on the topic of always being there for your friends... justin, you are not alone. at all. your friends care about you so much and we are here when you need us.
so this is my entry. no mushy shit.
its like this every year... same time. different event. when i was growing up life was pretty damn difficult. however, everyone's is. i'm not different. my experiances maybe. seeing as ever single friend i made and kept close died. from mid-september to end of december. thats all i had. funerals and wakes and tears. its been like that almost every year since 1995. except for last year. i was ok last year.
but whats life without tragity right?? pretty damn boring i would assume.
so thats my sob story. why would i want to wrte about happy things when i can write about this bullshit?
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